moongoddess71

I loved you then, I love you now, I'll love you until the end of time. You were my first, You will be my last, The die has been cast. You stole my heart all those years ago, You came back and reclaimed what is rightfully yours, You hold me in the palm of your hand, Hold me, squeeze me, smooth my rough edges. When I am with you nothing bothers me, When I am with you my world is complete, When I am with you I can't stop smiling, When you hold me close I can feel your heart beat with mine. Never leaving I am here to stay, Unless of course you push me away. Hold me tight and never let me go, I make this my solemn vow, I will nev

Pain and anger is all I have now How do I make this heal? Emptiness fills my soul Why is this place so cold? Why can't I feel love? Tears fall like rain What did I do to deserve this much pain? Would someone please tell me? Further I fall Where does this pit end? Scratching at the walls I can't climb out. Something grabs me and pulls me down further. I scream in agony as it tears at my flesh. Please God let me die! I can't take this hell any longer I feel the knife's sharp blade I stab at my chest to release the pain Warmth runs down my body The blood of pain, anger, betrayal, and humiliation I won't let you take me again!

Fear paralyzes me and stifles my screams. I'm scared to fall asleep because the demons are there. Demons of all the people and things I've lost or forgotten. Dark woods, breaking limbs, and howls in the night that chill your bones. Walking along with only the faint light from the moon, Every sound startles my senses and I start to panic gasping for air. People call my name wanting to help me but I ignore them. I continue my panic stricken walk through the depths of my subconscious. Flashes of light ahead freezes me where I stand. Images of lost loves flash like lightening in the night sky. Stabbing pain fills my chest as blood gushe

Through the years of my life I have hidden from the world. The cruel people and the things they say ripping my soul apart. I like it here in the shadows; no one knows I am here. I watch as the cruel words spill from their evil lips, Cutting like sharp knives through the people they are projected upon. Stabbing needles poking and making our souls bleed painfully. I come out of the shadows dodging the barrage, but they hit me hard and rip my flesh. What did I do to deserve this? You attack me because I am different than you. The cruel words you thrash me with plunge my soul into darkness. I am crushed and left to die cold and alo